December 02, 2005

It's 2:15a.m.

So, it's 2:15a.m. and I'm wide awake. I should just be disciplined and make myself go to sleep, esp. since I'm sick. But I can't, or rather I don't want to. Last night, my cough kept me awake and finally this morning I took some nyquil and passed out and woke up only at 2:30p.m. Which could explain why I'm wide awake now. *sigh* I find myself going through this late-night staying awake pattern every once in a while. I don't know why. It's not like I'm doing something utterly important right at this moment. I'm not even catching up with my friends overseas. I guess my mind's restless. Oh well, will figure it out at some point. I know I will psycho-analyze myself until I find an answer - any answer.

Aah, that's something I wish I could change (sometimes). The constant thinking that I am prone to doing. I feel I should have my own 'The Thinker' statue erected, only no one would probably come to see me. :( Before I get too emotionally carried away by that, I'm going to drag myself to bed and close my eyes and eventually fall asleep. In the immortal words of Winnie the Pooh, "think think think".

G'nite.

2 comments:

Lavanya said...

Yeah I know what you mean! I have those days meself! I also have days like today when I woke up at 10:30 and I have no idea what to do. Supposed to come to Toronto but so sleepy still and the thought of showering and getting dressed and driving there is making me wanna curl under the covers and go back to sleep:)

Ramya said...

i used to have those late night days in india.. our normal sleep time in the hostel used to be like 4 am.. now i am kinda forcing myself to sleep early and get into a sleep in the night and stay awake during the day routine!!:))